You know that one thing missing but your not sure what it is? … Well I know what mines is .. well I think .. It’s my bestfriend .. in a matter if days my world turned upside down & now it can’t get back to right side up . I miss my her so much words can’t describe it ! The only sad part is I don’t want to go up to her & tell her .. She seems fine without me & on the outside I seem fine too , but i’m screaming on the inside ! My heart is almost in E . My bed is empty , We had so many memories & not their down the drain ! 6 years together .. We did some CRAZYYY shit together too man ! Then that day in the office I knew that wasn’t her talking. The fact that she couldn’t me in the eyes hurt, The fact that I felt above disrespected hurts , The fact that a big piece of me is gone hurts ! Now every time I hear otis or niggas in paris or a song that we used to sing to eachother comes on I can help my to laugh then cry … Her mom even text me trying to work it out with her but seems like it’s not really helping. I just I really am hard headed … I just miss her -___- & that the thing missing from my heart .. My other half ..<|3
